I really suck at writing journals. Just copying and pasting most of this because I don't have enough energy left to retype it.
I just found out a friend of mine has passed away and I'm having a hard time dealing with these pangs of sorrow and regret, especially at work. He was an amazingly talented person and he will be missed. It was nice getting together with some mutual friends for a night to reconnect and share stories.
I know I have a really hard time sharing my life and opening up to people, especially online. Not because I don't care about them, but because I'm terrified of becoming a burden to everyone around me. I feel guilty that it makes other people feel distant or nervous about me. I just don't want to add to anyone's problems.
This week has been a little rocky. I just want everyone to know that there is support for anyone out there that is struggling. Never be afraid to reach out. Take care of yourselves.