so my youngest kitten, nero, died late last night/early this morning ;-;
needless to say i'm upset about it.

he was the youngest and smallest of the four kittens and was ill early on. when he wouldn't feed from the mama kitty we sent him to a woman that was bottle feeding other kittens because she had the time and energy to feed him when it was required, and i couldn't take off work for it. a few weeks ago we finally got him back and he was eating wet food normally and seemed to be doing very well.

when i asked what happened the only response i really got was that maybe it "just wasn't meant to be"

augh.

what the fuck does that even mean.